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WHAT. ALIVE?!

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WHAT? I'm ALIVE? 

Yeah. YEahha. So I've kind of realized that when I had a deviantart, I did a lot more creatively. 
Maybe there are other reasons for it, but I do consider the fact that this is an art community and that definitely inspired me! Being close to other creative people, three years ago, those being my good, wonderful friends on this site, is the best thing anyone can do for themselves. Surround yourself with those whom you find beautiful, for they will make you realize that you are beautiful as well. Or something... 

Currently, I have a youtube channel that I've started up and is heading in some direction. (Channel is "annunoonoo", check it out!) But why stop there? 

The answer is simple. I shouldn't. 
And so I won't. 

But I'm going to retire this page and start anew. 

Oh no. I have to pick a name now. Uh. ...shit, MishaSu is such a sentimental name. I didn't think this through. Uh. I don't want to do 'annunoonoo' here as well, even though I probably should--- oh. Oh.

AnnunooDrew. 

Hahahahah. I guess my new DeviantArt is 'AnnunooDrew'. If any of you are still here, and want to keep up with me again, I'll be there. Link below, once I make the account! 


I might sign in to this account once in a while. It holds a sorta silly, special meaning to me. 
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Smile While

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I've started a small journal blog called "Smile While" on my LiveJournal.

The point of "Smile While" is to give a thoughtful, optimistic look everyday. There's a pattern to it: first day presents a 'quote' and a small 'summary' on it, and then the following day, a new quote is presented, another small 'summary' and a outlook on how yesterday's quote fell true to the new day.

I'm rather proud of it even though it's just beginning. I hope it can help people, including myself, to brighten up and see all the positive out there. So I'm sharing it with you all.

I've made the "Smile While" entrees public and until I create a site for it (which I may or may not do) they will stay public. Some other things may appear public once in a while but don't mind them.

Hope you tune in!

"Smile While": akichou.livejournal.com/

Updates: Daily Evenings (unless complications arise)

Mood: always optimistic <3




I also am planning other blogs, so I'll keep you all updated on that.




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o3o But I have many more. I love these guys. They helped me through a lot and even though I can't see a lot of them (some for worse reasons than others) they do matter to me. Why? Well, get to know them. Then you can ask me that, but never judge my friends unjustly. I will kill you if you ever harm them. No lie.
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Sisters

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Myaaa~

I'm speaking to my sister.
Why didn't I do this before?

She's really great. Talking to me and understanding. I don't have that much in my family. Since I never really spent much time with my sister when I was young (age difference) I never came to her for advice [or anything, really.] I avoided the whole..."family" aspect. I made myself a stranger.

Which is really stupid of me considering I always wanted a sibling (well, brother - but still.) I have a sibling. Half-sibling but still.

I just realized that she is there for me.

Yesterday I thought no one was there for me.

Mm... <3



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o3o But I have many more. I love these guys. They helped me through a lot and even though I can't see a lot of them (some for worse reasons than others) they do matter to me. Why? Well, get to know them. Then you can ask me that, but never judge my friends unjustly. I will kill you if you ever harm them. No lie.

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Warning

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Warning

When I find who you are - if you exist, because I know not to trust every word for what it is - I will make your life miserable. You are not my friend, obviously, and are worse than less.

Hurt me, but dare not get near the rest.

You've brought back the side no one wants to see.

I will find you.So enjoy the time until I do.



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o3o But I have many more. I love these guys. They helped me through a lot and even though I can't see a lot of them (some for worse reasons than others) they do matter to me. Why? Well, get to know them. Then you can ask me that, but never judge my friends unjustly. I will kill you if you ever harm them. No lie.

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Holidays and Things

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First off! OMG LindaVonree~~~~~~~~<3333333 I LUFF YOUUUUU! Thank you for the membershipppppppp. ;w; <33333! (You get more Spade for this, yes? XD *shot*)

Holidays

Happy holidays!

Yesterday was Christmas. .3. ...eh. I hope you all had a better one than mine. The only thing I really consider completely positive of the day was a conversation I had in the evening with animehamster. XD; It was a rough day for my otherwise. Although, I did get nice gifts. Some BOSE headphones (yay), a necklace, makeup, curler, mini-straightener, bag, PJs, and a waffle-maker (well, that last one is for the family, but I'm the best at using it, kufufu~) OMG I JUST PRESSED A BUTTON WHICH TOOK ME TO A DIFFERENT PAGE AND I THOUGHT I LOST EVERYTHING. YAY. BACKSPACE. Then, after some family - unexpectedly - came over (which irked me for a bit, but ended nicely) we went for a ride around...Florida. XD; Miami, basically. It was... Pft, I got cranky. I can't stay in one place too long anymore. It irks me.

I liked Christmas Eve more, too be honest. I've basically confirmed my belief of "I can't get drunk" or at least "I have high tolerance." XD;; Oops? Pft, leave me alone. We had escargot and lobster. That was special. 'w' Then I played violin and then we played SingStar. And watched a movie. Which I really like: Eat, Pray, Love. It's funny. The movie helped me a lot with my own issues, but it also hurt a bit (don't worry guys, I'm a helluva lot better. I know I concerned some of you, but I'm better. Honestly. Like... I'm so at ease now.) I really recommend it. I think everyone should see this movie. (Perhaps read the book, but I can't vouch for that...yet.)


Gifts of Luff <3
These are some of the gifts my friends drew me for the holidays, as well as the Secret Santa I recieved from the Durarara-FC, and I just wanted to share~ <3 They are so great, mah buddies.

:thumb187231349: SS: Annushkiiii by KuuYon Room of Candles by KurohaneShizumi Secret Santa for td-69 by 1337zombiez

And now: sfjghsklfklsghjlhyioy <333333!!! Thanks to everyone so much!!! I'm working on things for you all, but as you all must know, it's taking me time. I have the sketches pretty much done (or planned) and it's really the putting it on the computer, lineart, and coloring it that's killing me. I hope you all understand. D: I wanna get these to youuu.


Other Stuff


The title of Eat, Pray, Love actually reminded me of some other stuff to talk about too (before the other, other stuff.) Most of you (at least friends and readers of memes) know I'm agnostic. Right? Well, this past week I started praying. It's odd...but somehow relaxing. Now, I don't want people to come bashing at me. I know a lot of my friends are either agnostic leaning towards atheist or atheist (though I do have religious friends who I love to death.) <333 You all are great, and I'm never going to say anyone is wrong or right. I guess, I've just currently found comfort in at least praying. I don't now any proper prayers, so I just... Make my own? XD And talk to God, if God does exist. I 'unno if He does or doesn't. I'll never know. ._.; I'm still agnostic, in a sense, because of that - but I'm open to the idea. I've always kinda been. (Except for when I was straight up atheist myself. But that was from my own spite, to be honest.) Now I'm just giving it a chance. Hyu~ Oddball little me.

[P.S. I don't want my opinion to affect anyone's choice on viewing the movie. ._. Me praying has nothing to do with the film; I actually started praying before watching the movie. Honestly, the movie doesn't have much to do with religion but more with love and life. Watch it.]

I'm not living this life for anyone other than myself.
So I'm going to live it, alright?! XD <3

All right. One more honesty-time thing. This past week I had my ups and downs. There were moments I thought I was ok and then I wasn't. OTL;; Pft. Deep down I knew I wasn't either. I was confused and lost. I didn't understand everything that happened. I know I came to some of you and was a wreck. I'm truly sorry for that. At the moment I was not strong, though I wanted to be. But I wanted something else too.

You all, I wanted to say thank you for talking to me. Telling me things will be ok. Having faith in my will and strength. Being my friend.
Now it's my turn. In all truth.

Things are ok.

They really are. See, I'm come to a complete circle of understanding - which is what I wanted. I regret nothing extensively anymore. I'm also lucky to have all of you as friends. And I'm glad too. I'm always here for you guys like you showed me you all are. My heart's light again. And I'm smiling writing this. Wish you all could see it.

I feel strong again~ And proud. <3


A Last Note

While things are so positive right now, there has to be a little negative too, right? (Pft, hopefully not, but you know what I mean.)

Soooooooo.... I have no phone anymore. I won't get into why. XD;; Actually, I don't really know why exactly, just a bit. But this means I don't have anyone's phone number[s], address, and some other info anymore. Thus, I want to ask: could you, my friends, note me your phone numbers (cell, house, or both), address, and perhaps even emails? >A< Sorry. I want to keep in contact and feel like fff for "losing" that info. Dunno if I'll get my phone back, but if I do it might not be soon. I'm glad at least I can communicate with a lot of you on Skype.

Also. .3. Send me your birthdays? I had most on my calender and remember a lot of them but its nice to enforce the memory too.

So, until further notice do not call my cell and especially text me. Seriously, guys. ._.

Other thing. I know I told some of you about a party at my place. It was going to happen. Until today. Several circumstances have led to it not, as well as me going on a trip for New Years to Disney. Hopefully that'll be fun.

I wanted to see you all so much. But right now, I have to focus on other things. My mom needs me right now. My dad... He might too. He's calling this a "retreat" for me. I kind of take offense to that, but... Who knows, it might be good in that way.

There are some people I want to talk to on Skype. I'm sure you guys can guess who you are. If not, talk to me anyway, I have things to tell a lot of people. Come to me first though? I have a lot going on so I might not jump to it that quickly or notice who's on. (I might not even be t the keyboard, BUT I WILL GET BACK TO YOU. I promise. <3

o3o And noooooooooooow, I must go clean do the laundry.

Next journal will be about the new year and resolutions. (Dunno if it'll be before or after new year though. XD; )



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o3o But I have many more. I love these guys. They helped me through alot and even though I can't see a lot of them (some for worse reasons than others) they do matter to me. Why? Well, get to know them. Then you can ask me that, but never judge my friends unjustly. I will kill you then. No lie.

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